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Tuesday, August 19, 2008
hmmm. i forgot where i update till, so shall post on the 3 aug. went out wit my classmates to celebrate gerlyn and angel's bdae. everyone very late. gerlyn forever the earliest. lol. slack, ate pizza hut and slack at the stairs there. sit chat and lame around and then home sweet home.
then sch, sch and sch. during tt time was very emo. partially cos i've having pms and sucker ben is at zouk. u know i heard lots of stuffs and of cos unhappy and start to think a lot. normally reactions of a girl. and so i decide to went to zouk on fri which is the 8 aug.
8aug.
went for the freaking sch for the whole day and if i nvr rmb wrong, i very quiet or sth in sch? cant rmb! lol. all i know was i wasnt myself the whole week in sch. was damn i dunno how to sae. rush back home and quickly bath and prepare. wait for chua yw for her stuff and then walk to meet her and felicia and took cab down zouk. gerlyn was in queue and then she let us in first and we got chop and went for supper, was super hungry. and then gerlyn and fren join us too. after tt went back zouk, sucker ben was suppose to meet me outside and i didnt saw him sms. and i dunno why, his fren sean sign him in thru guest list and he went in, a table full of ladies. w o w. wanted to get drunk tt night, but didnt manage to. already drink the alcohol lik drinking plain water already sia. i know i was very high and cant walk very steadly la. normal wat. and find ben a few times and i got very emotionally sad? i dunno, i push him away. i was sad ma. lol. then was dance dance dance, near to the end of the club, i'm very tired so i dance while sitting. then there's this guy nxt to me, trying to hit on me, wanted to buy me drinks but i reject cos i dont wan drinks from him. then somehow, i let yw take over me. and i ask the guy to buy drinks for yw. lol. then after awhile, he bought one shot for yw. lol. after phuture, went zouk. but i wasnt in mood and i dont lik the trance. sat aside and look after yw from being cheated. and the spize after tt. feeling very tired, i didnt ate much and keep falling asleep. result from not enough slp, i bad mood. lol. then cab home.
9aug
it's national day and the first thing i woke up is i feel vry sad. why, cos of u. gerlyn and angel called me and talk to me and tell me stuff. i'm even more sad. prepared and wanted to go down find u and then went to watch the firework. i reached and u still on ur way. after tt i heard firework, and walk out to take a look. and by the time u reached, it end already. walked around raffles city aimlessly and then decide to walk to ms to try find matt and jy. crowds was such a bitch. a lot of ppl and u know, smelly ppl. walked to starbucks at suntec, waited to them to come. i was sian the whole time, after they reached and we decided for awhile and decide to head down town. went cine and had dinner there. talked on the bus and u asked to me look for some other guy cos i sae the way u treat me suck. yes, the way u treat me suck, but i still love u. why, i dunno. ppl tell me it's troubles, i still heading tt way. sucker, dont do stuffs tt make me regret tt i choose this path again. jy and matt were on bad terms tt day, but matt did stuffs to cheer jy up, so sweet. while waiting for ian to come, kev join us for awhile and i love disturbing him, cos he suck too lik his bro. hahhaa. ian came and ate ljs and took last train home.
10aug
stay at home i think. cos sucker need to be wit his family. try to cheer myself up all day cos mon no sch. and i dont wan to be moody cos mon will be the last day of outing out wit sucker.
11aug
prepare and meet sucker at harborfront, walked around and head to sentosae to spent the day there. walked around and then took luge. it's cool. lol. and then went back vivo and watch money not enough 2. it's damn sad la. the mother part, i cried lik hell sia. overall the whole day, i enjoyed a lot la. it was a happy day anyway.
13aug
went back home and prepare for steamboat at bugis. but then sucker sae he sick and what so ever and cancel. but since i tot he's leaving on the 14aug and i might have prob sently him off cos got sch and math test. then head down to tg pagar and then sucker told me he driving to pick matt up from town. and i dress till super slack and shag cos i tot only around his hse area. =.= then pick meet and jy up, went and meet his bro, kev. then we all head down to bugis for steamboat in the end. then kev tol me on the phone tt ben is staying for another 2 more days. o.o tot sucker was suppose to send me home but nvr. so nvm! then i tot since i gonna cab home and tt time was 1+am. no matter wat still ex. so decide to hang around wit them till they go dome and i head home. it was around 5+ when i reach home.
14aug
faster go catch some slp. and slp less than 3 hours and head to sch. had lesson and math test. was super tired. lik zombie. then went home for some short nap. and then sucker sae he's leaving early, which is fri. woke up and prepare to ton the whole night outside. and sucker told me to meet at 9.30 opposite dome. lao nia, reach at 9.40 lik tt, called sucker and he still eating dinner wit his dad. and sae why i go out nvr call him. i sms him, nvr reply. my fault la. ben ren reach there alone and no one is there. and i nvr had dinner and prepare go meet him. and i've got rashes when i woke up. didnt wan to go out at all but the sucker is leaving which is why i still went out. then looked for place to eat alone and a lot of place close le. and only left mac, order nuggets and eat but didnt finish in the end. was on phone wit gerlyn and angel. lucky got they two, if not i dunno wat to do alone at town so late alone. and finally matt is on the way and he wan me lent him money. =.= and the rashes on my leg got very serious and itchy. the matt bring me go buy some medi. then apply and finally the sucker arrive after so long. and the ivantay came and then bao. drink at bali house till i dunno wat time and the guys wanna go dome and i was fucking tired. cos nvr slp enough. so while the guys were playing dota, i was slping. hahha. then head to ben's hse. while he pack, i fall asleep. tired u know. and then head down to changi, slack for awhile, talked to ben and then send him off. =[ byebye. what am i gonna do without you here, but life still got to go on. o.o
PHOTOS!
my class the freako, danny.
see! told ya.
i miss them man!
we look lik freak..
opps.
my rashes. o.o
byebye.
